AM I JADED BY THE STYLE???

I'VE DONE IT ALL. I'VE LACED EVERY SHOE. TILTED EVERY HAT. WENT FROM OFF THE RACK SUITZ TO CUSTUM MADE ORIGINALZ!!!! AT 16 I WAZ WEARING FUR COATZ TO SWEET HEART BALLZ. I'VE WORN EVERY BRAND THAT WAZ OF ANY IMPORTANCE. AT THIZ POINT NOTHING REALLY IMPRESSEZ ME ANY MORE. MANY OTHERZ WHO HAVE GROWN TIRED OF THE STYLE GAME TURN THEIR BACK ON IT FOR THE BOREDUM. HOWEVER, I POZE THE QUESTION TO MYSELF WOULD I EVER TURN MY BACK ON WHAT I'VE CREATED??? I HARD TO SEE MYSELF WALK AWAY FROM IT ALL!!!!! THE ONEZ THAT HAVE RETIRED FROM THEIR CRAFT ONLY LEAVE TO COME BACK TO SOUR SECOND COMING. MIKE RETIRED ONLY TO COME BACK TO BASKETBALL AZ A WIZARD. THE OUTCOME WAZ HE WAZ NEVER AZ GOOD AZ UZED TO BE. BUT NOBODY WOULD NEVER SAY HE WAZ THE BEST BASKETBALL PLAYER EVER. IT WAZ JUST HIZ TIME TO LEAVE THE GAME. A WHOLE NEW SCENE FULL OF YOUNG BUCKZ TRYING BE EVERYTHING I WAZ IN THEIR ERA. BUT IT ALL HAZ IT'Z PLACE IN TIME. I STILL FIND MYSELF SHACKING MY HEAD AT IT ALL. AM I JADED BY THE STYLE? YEZ I AM. WOULD EVER LEAVE THE STYLE GAME? I CAN'T ANSWER THE QUESTION. ONLY GOD KNOWZ THE OUTCOME TO THAT. HOWEVER, I WOULD LEAVE FOR PEACE OF MIND. I'VE ALREADY BEEN FOUR YEARZ CLEAN FROM BEING ON THE SCENE. WHAT IZ THE SCENE YOU SEE ME WRITE ABOUT? THE NIGHTLIFE. THE CLUB SCENE. PARTYING. BEING THE HNIC WHEN I WALKING INTO A PARTY. FOUR YEARZ AGO AT THE HEIGHT OF IT ALL I LEFT IT!! AROUND THE SAME TIME THAT'Z WHEN I WHEN I GOT INTO A RELATIONSHIP WITH THE LOVE OF MY LIFE VERONICA AKA POOKIE. AND IN MY MIND I LEFT THE NIGHT LIFE FOR PEACE OF MIND. I HAVEN'T LOOKED BACK SINCE. BUT WHEN I LOOK AT THE STYLE SCENE I LIVE IT. NOW I ASK MYSELF THE SAME QUESTION, AM I JADED BY THE STYLE? ONCE AGAIN THE ANSWER IZ YEZ. HOWEVER, WOULD I LEAVE THE STYLE SCENE? ONCE AGAIN THAT'Z A QUESTION I COULD NEVER ANSWER. ONLY GOD KNOWZ!!!!