Thursday, August 26, 2010

SOMETIMEZ ONE HAZ TO SIT ALONE!!!!

WHAT'Z FuZzN WORLD? ITZ MILT-FRESH HERE TO TALK TO YOU GUYZ. I DON'T GET TO DO MUCH OF IT BECAUZE USUALLY I'M ON THE GO. ITZ POST A PIC HERE AND POST!!! BUT I FEEL I'M ROBBING MY READERZ OF THAT REAL INTROSPECTIVE THOUGHT PROCESS THAT MAKEZ THIZ THE MILT-FRESH EXPERIENCE. FIRST OFF I'M BACK FROM MY SO CALLED VACATION TO NORTH CAROLINA. I SAW A LOT AND LEARNED A LOT. SPEANT MY TIME SHAKING MY HEAD A LOT. FOUND TIMEZ WHEN EVEN FAMILY WILL TURN THEIR BACKZ ON YOU!!! A VERY COLD EXPERIENCE. LOOK AT THIZ PICTURE AND THE HEADLINE YOU ARE LOOKING AT AN INDIVIDUAL WHO HAZ HAD TO WALK ALONE A LOT OF TIMEZ IN HIZ LIFE. IN THIZ CASE SIT ALONE. PEOPLE ALIENATE THEMSELVEZ BECAUZE OF WHATEVER DEEP SEEDED ISSUEZ OR WHAT HAVE YOU. MANY PEOPLE JUST COULDN'T UNDERSTAND MY WALK OR WHAT MY VISION IZ, WAZ, AND WILL ALWAYZ BE. BUT LATER THEY COME UP MONTHZ AND YEARZ LATER TALKING ABOUT THEY FINALLY GOT IT!!! I JUST LOOK AT SAYIN TO MYSELF "YOU BUNCH OF SUCKAZ". ITZ JUST SCARY THAT THERE ARE TOWNZ AND CITIEZ WITH PEOPLE THAT ARE STILL BLIND OR NOT RECEPTIVE TO THINGZ AND CULTUREZ THAT ARE DIFFERENT. BUT WITH EVERY BIT OF STRENGTH IN MY BODY I HAVE TO CONTINUE TO EDUCATE THEM ONE STITCH AT A TIME. HATE IZ SOMETHING THAT I'VE GROWN TO LIVE WITH. I DON'T ACCEPT IT. BECAUZE THE MOMENT ONE ACCEPTZ IT, BECOMEZ OK FOR PEOPLE TO WALK THROUGH LIFE HATING ON ONE ANOTHER. AND LIFE DOEZN'T HAVE TO BE THIZ WAY. WE CAN ALL MAKE STRIDEZ AND CHANGEZ WITH IN OURSELVEZ STARTING WITH OUR THOUGHT PROCESS. EVERY MOVEMENT THAT IZ CARRIED OUT STARTED WITH A THOUGHT PROCESS GENERATED BY A CONVICTION OR FEELING. IF YOU WANT TO CHANGE THE ISSUEZ OF THE WORL YOU HAVE TO START WITH A FEELING. YOU WANT TO TAKE GUNZ OFF THE STREETZ IT STARTZ BY CHANGING THE THOUGHT PROCESS BEHIND WHY YOU CARRY THAT GUN. IDK MAYBE I JUST SEE THE WORLD DIFFERENT. CALL ME CRAZY, WELL I'VE BEEN CALLED WORST. THAT HAZ TO BE THE MOST PROFOUND VERSE LIL WAYNE HAZ SPAT IN HIZ CAREER. IT APPLIEZ TO ME ON SOOOOOOO MANY DIFFERENT LEVELZ. WELL GUYZ I MUST GO. IT WON'T BE THE LAST TIME I SPEAK DIRECTLY TO YOU. JUST HAD SOME THOUGHTZ TO GET OFF MY CHEST. GOD BLESS YOU.

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