IF I HAD ONE WISH GIRL!!!!

I'm bringin FuZzY back!!!!

What's FuZzN ya'll!!! LOL1 I thank everybody who has been lookin out for ya boy since the passing of my grandmother!! We are holdin up rather well. My mom has her moments, but what do you expect? That's her mother and best friend. But any way, me and this dude cardi was havin a conversation about Hip-Hop and fashion and I was talkin about doin a TV show dedicated to the topics at hand. one things for sure is that New Haven needs a public access show dedicated to what real fashion is about. Befor I go on my rampage (cause you know I'm bout to go sick!!), I'd like to shout out Cousin Twizz on channel 28. Everytime i've seen him he's showed me nothin but love. Shout out to Mike Nice too who also hosts the mike nice show!! But anyway for a while I've been wanting a show dedicated to representing real fashion, real trends, real style, raw raps, just on some real FuZz junk. so back to the coversation, I was sayin I wanted to bring New Haven to the level where we were back in 2001 and 2001 when cats were original with their dress codes. Dudes weren't tryin to be the next man. So I started mentionin dudes who were settin the trends and stuntin hard out of New York. Soon as I mentioned them, dude did a slow burn because it was like I was leavin New Haven out of the loop. but I explaned to dude For a few mins I have to leave CT out of the loop for a min because of our current state of fashion. If I do the show, I can't look at it as a CT thing. This is a FuZz thing!!! If you FuZz you FuZz. If your a true trendsetter and a tastemaker then It doesn't matter where you from. But in New Haven dudes is a bunch of copy cats!!! CT in general looks over the fence at what New York is doing.Then they turn around 3 years later and decide it's hot to rock!!! I hate that!!! I mean I look back when Fila went out of style up here. Dudes would go to work on you if you had some Fila kicks or Fila anything. But in Atlanta Dudes had never stopped wearing Fila. I remember they had a picture of the whole Dungeon Family. Everybody from Goody Mobb, outkast, sleepy brown, Young Bloodz, everybody was there. Well one dude had on a whole Fila Sweatsuit, with Fila Kicks, and Fila hat!! This was back in 2000. Dudes were lookin at the pic like, who wears Fila?!! But everybody down there was rockin Fila kicks!! That's the sneaker that represents their city!! But what happened? For Fila to be hot to rock up north, dudes had to see Fabolous rockin a Fila Sweatsuit with the Fila kicks in the xxl mag. What happened? Expressions downtown started stocking up with Fila Kicks. Dudes was rockin Fila kicks in New Haven actin like they doin somethin!!! What am I mad about, you was rockin em cause they looked Fly, you was rockin it cause somebody had to tell you too!!! Dudes aren't settin trends. They jumpin on the trends because it's easy to do what the next man is doing!! It takes two sets of Balls to do ya own thing. And in New Haven I don't see it. Like my TI said on that track, king of the south on trap music, "Theres only five rappers in atlanta who bussin and I'm one of em!!! the other four you know who you are!!!" It's only six dudes in New Haven who are really doin there own thing!! One is my partner in this FuZz game, PEEPS GUNNA, the other is this dude Minister Mills who I know. Then theres dude Mook who used to lead Mod Squad Drill team!!! I don'tknow dude like that, but since I started seein him in 01 he has always come through with fly junk that has been trendsetting worthy to New Haven, CT. There can't just be six episodes about six dudes who are known trendsetters and fly dudes in the city. I need a show that's going to show people who push it to the limits!!! I don't want a show with some dudes who through some Ed Hardy hoodies and Jeans, with the Ed Hardy trucker and some Jordans and tryin to front about havin style. Thats not what I want for a show!!! I want to hit stores that represent what Fashion and Style are about in New Haven. But we just can't hit Jimmies, or Expressions, or for dress wear sample Shop, Backers and classic mens wear or for the closest thing to black luxery street wear, the Yuppy Boutique. Wow five shows!!! How would the show survive with!! If I do a show, I'm not just trying to be on for a s8 episodes. I'm trying to be on for at least a ten year spand bringin the world what true FuZz is all about!! Steppin out with New Innovative styles in clothing and accessories, and not caring what the world thinks or says!! Yes I can talk cause I do this junk everyday!!!I walk down the street, in the grocery store, at my job, at my church, at the corner store, at the mall FuZzEd up in bright color suits, Wild hats, sick jewelry, Off the wall shoes!! Either you love me or hate me!! But atleast i'm showin you what the deal is. The only reason dudes ain't jock my style is because one, my dad and I make our suits, and I'm always searchin for original junk!!! And i'm telling!! Dudes always want to know, where can I get this suit, were can I get that hat!!! You just got to be you and come up with ya own concepts!!! Most of all stat consistant!!! Oh and you chiks ain't exempt neither!!! it's wild about four years ago ya'll was walkin around with ya heads tied up with pajama bottoms on,lookin at me like why you all dressed up to come here? Now ya'll tryin to rock pearl neclaces, dresses, skirts,high heels, oversized shades and heels!!! What happens when that fad dies out? Are we going back to head scarves and pajama bottoms again? Like I said when I do decide to do a public access television show, it's going to bring this style called FuZz to the masses!! Regardless where you from, or what your race or gender is. my only guidlines are that whatever it is must be cutting edge or original.

Relaxing with Pookie!!!!!

I been had these pics, but I never posted them. Just one evening me and Pookie decided to stay in and relax. There is a pic from this bunch I didn't post!! That's just for my personal enjoyment, if you catch my drift?! LOL! But, look at my Pookie's smile!! She is so sexy. Don't mind me ya'll, i'm just on my puppy love right now! First two I think she was under the influence of her period!!! LOL! She gona get me on that one! LOL!

Impulse Loafers!

IMPULSE SHOES

How to look like a rapper in 10 mins!!!

Now we all know hip-hop itself, is in a state of emergeny. And hip-hop fashion fallows right along with it!! LOL! But i'll give credit where credit is do, I love the way my boy dude bacardi aka Mr. Dark pulled this look off!! it's based off of the whole Rockstar look with the skull hoody with the leather jacket!! I would really rock that jacket. The shades tip it over the scale. I like how he did't go all the way rockstar and let the jeans stay baggy. The if it were tighter fit denim it wouldn't have done him justice. The Uptowns scream New Haven all the way. Dudes in New Haven can't live without a pair of ones!!!

R.I.P MAMA a.k.a HAZEL HASKINS

Man this week has been wild. Sunday night my girl's grandfather passes away. then my grandmother paases away Wedsday. I mean a dude is still at a lost for words, cause I saw her the day befor,she was in better condition than me. Yo this sounds morbid but every year I just be sittin thinkin about whose going to be next to pass away. I've never told any body that. It's like year after year God just see's fit to take his children home. I treat it like Jada said it in the Original "we gon make it joint", Why don't we laugh at death, then cry at birth. That junk is real too!!! cause When you look at a baby all you see is the innocents. You don't see all the heart ache, the pain, and the evil that this world inflicts on you. But death, depending on what type of life you have lead, can only be peaceful. Eternal life with Jesus!! Everyday is like sunday!!! Streets are paved with Gold!!!But, see since we are of flesh we only deal with the seperation from our loved ones. Not bein able to see them again. Lookin back on memories and asking "God why did he take them?" I think what Got me was it was so out of the blue!! I saw her the day befor, she was fine. then had a heart attack in her sleep. Well anyway my grandmother was my inspirations. ASs you can see I come from a long line of FuZzY individuals!!! That's how my MAMA HASKINS was!!! Straight up gettin Fly on that sunday morning service statis!! LOL! Straight up though, i love how cool my grandmother was! I remember I taught her how to give me Dap!!! LOL! That junk was funny!! Or how she taught me how to say nigga after every sentence(ok, that was her and my grandfather, a lot had rubbed off on her)!!LOL! Traveling down south with her was so much fun!!! When I was 12, I was into Wu-Tang, She went out and bought me my first Wu-Wear Shirts. She had bought me he joint With the big old GZA G on it. Then about a year later she bought this Wu-Wear Basketball Jersey(ME IN A JERSEY? Yes but i was WU-WEAR So there suckaz!!) that looked like a New York Knicks joint. She bought me my first pair of Ecko Jeans, that was back in 1997 when homey was spellin it ECHO!! LOL! That woman knew how to shop for me. She was a Gemini just like her grandson!! LOL!! She spoiled me like crazy. I think the hardest part of this is watching my mother break down and cry every so often!! Hey that was her best friend. My mother took care of her. But i know my mom will pull through. It's funny, there are some people who call up wishing to hear the worst so they can say "Oh the perfect family has gone of the deep end!!" but people are got to understand we are going to grieve. However, we have to move on with life. She would want it like that!!! Man just gets their kicks out of seeing people gt histerical then having to Coach them through a 9 mounth healing process. However, I beleave that if you have a special connection with Jesus Christ, he can mend your broken spirit. There are going to be some times when it's going to be hard to keep a smile on ya face. But, we have to look to God to see us through. Most of all while we are on this side we need to prepare ourselves for when God calls us home. We need to make sure our house is in order. My Grandmother is already up there!!! We are the ones who are living under the clutches of stress. But anyway, thank yyou to everyone who has called me or looked out for me during this time.